my old frind

hOW I MISS YOU MY FRIENDS, I LOOK BACK AT THIS BLOG AND NOT FEEL UPSET... I SMILE AND REMEMBER ALL THE EVENTS THAT TOOK PLACE. EVEN THOUGH SOME WERE PAINFUL EVERYTHING PUTS A SMILE ON MY FACE. I ALSO FEEL SORRY, MAYBE I HURT SOMEBODYS FEELINGS. I THINK ABOUT MY FRIENDS AND HOW I MISS THEM.. IF I HAD A CHANCE TO GO BACK IN TIME AND TELL THEM HOW DIFFERENT MY LIFE IS NOW. I AM SURE THEY WOULD LAUGH AND SAY YOU VERE!! COME ON.. I THINK ABOUT MY EXPERIENCES!! THE FIRST TIME DOING THIS AND THAT. HEARTBREAKS, FIGHTS, PARTIES AND JOBS. SCHOOL PROJECTS AND PERSONAL PROJECTS. THANKS TO EVERYONE FOR BEING PART OF THIS.. I WILL KEEP YOU ALL IN MY HEART11 no this is not the end of this blog just writing another chapter! walking even with uncertainty

2008 changes and reality

Now that am going through this strange and exciting time in my life, I have really came to wonder about this word "friendship" and I must say that the value diminishes every day.. and am not going to blame the people anymore, am going to blame: society, am also going to blame the "Dominican way of thinking (which is very close minded), am also going to blame the environment: full of addictions; full of how can I get what I want without an ounce of effort, am going to blame the contamination; these fucking vehicles, companies and people polluting our air, rivers, and killing our animals and MAKING US SICK!!!!!!, am blaming poverty!!!!, am also going to blame all those rich adults that taught their rich kids to be assholes; who only think about themselves and don’t try to help others!!, am also going to blame the poor adults that didn’t teach their kids to have a personality and self-respect. YES YOU GUYS ARE NOT TO BLAME ANYMORE... IS NOT YOU’RE FAULT... but you don’t have to be this way, you can change... as I always say... am far beyond from perfect...but I can assure you that am trying to be a better me and remember that the Dominican republic is just an island where everyone knows everybody and that we live in a planet called EARTH and that there are other people besides me, you and our "friends".... SO SNAP OUT OF IT!!!!!! Why are we here: because of the weather :) and maybe a chance to make things a little better, and you???

i had a dream of a dolphin dying

Dream Interpretation Dolphins Dolphins symbolize your sense of connection with others and with the world. Since dolphins are highly intelligent creatures, they represent your mental traits and achievements in the dreams. Dolphins ironically appear in our dreams, when we are at low points in our lives, these dreams bring a positive feeling and make us feel needed, connected and valued. If you see a dolphin in danger, this dream implies that some important connection is under threat or your ability to speak openly and honestly is damaged.

what am into!

cerati! para Gina

la dejaste pal final casi!!! pero la cantaste!! eh!

BABYSHOWER!!!!!!!!

baby on the way!! little gaby!!! am waiting for you!!

RIP Abuela!

The beginning of September of 2006 my grandmother was diagnosed with Cancer. We tried everything in our power to help her. They made an exploratory surgery to see what treatment would be most beneficial for her cancer, sadly we were informed that 5 organs in her stomach were infected and there was nothing we could do to save her. My grandma was never aware of what was going on, all she would tell is how she wishes to feel better and how she was fed up with the horrible pain she experienced everyday. Suddenly my grandma was not eating was not speaking. She remained in this state for 4 days. She passed away on December 9, 2006. My grandma was a great person. Loved to help other people. Was an amazing woman raised 5 children and 2 granddaughter. She fought through life never denied a glass of water never denied a meal. Made the greatest juices. She was a fighter!! Grandma there are no words to describe how I feel. To me your not gone. Sometimes I feel that your still alive. I try to find you at times in crowds of people. I know that you know the truth! And you will help me out in life.. Thank you for being my grandmother. Buela estaras siempre con nosotros.